Punya lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

So this my another post after may 2010...

Punya lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sa tia blog...tumbler and facebooking sja ba..anyway...mau update la ni..

For now..I am alone, single till i find another..hahha..

i am ignoring my surrounds, i am enjoying my damn cute life, i am gathering the strength i had left to struggle more in this life to go..

okay..i am so hoping that u came and talk to me..i pray for it...i wish for it...

i still can get off from what u did..for what she did..i honestly want to tell you..i am still and will always love you for you the only person i can depend on, i can go on with no lie to keep, with nothing to shamed of..i can't stop thinking of you...each day and night I PRAY so just to see u & talk to u...even it won't change anything between us..i really do hope for it...

'Hon...you...you the only person I can call dear...you the only person who knows me deep inside...you the only person who knows when I am in pain even I don't tell you...you still the person I trust..deep in your heart i know you...you still love me..I really want you to be with me even just as friends!!...you know...most of the day, i kept thinking about you..I cried again and again...hoping you come and say HI...i just need u to talk to me...thats all i want...i don't about the fucking relation thing..i just want to talk...I MISS YOU...really miss u..'

I just want to be peace.